I've been thinking about how I cannot sleep. I keep dwindling chances. I'm a burden at least. Maybe if. If I showed you I cared. You'd know that I love you. But, I'm really just scared. Why can't I do this right? I swear I come off terribly to you. I'm two steps from facing down. The pavement's nice and sound. I don't know how to act in this mess. I'll try. But, it's all I can do here. I'm a mess.
released September 13, 2013
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